{ Dear Diary }

harlow.. miss my entries? haha.. ok nuttin much to blog.. life has been pretty much the same.. except the fact that i'm having skin irritations dat are turning from bad to worst.. and i havent started on my webbie project.. *yikes* kak alisa's been asking and even hinted that she's learn html and start the website on her own.. hehehe.. feel kinda guilty cos she wanted it asap and its not even started yet.. i think i'd better work on the photos soon..

and next update goes to my MSS peeps.. darlings, i'm soooo sorry.. for the picnic tmr, i couldnt make it.. cos i'm having tuition tmr.. *sobs* but maybe i'd just pop by for a visit b4 the tuition session.. u guy's gonna end ard 6 ryte? *sigh* maybe we'll hang out again sum other time k?? for a movie maybe?

and i mish my sayang.. havent seen him for 1 week.. we've been bz wif our own work dat we even seldom talk on the phone.. sorrie sayang.. i think the late nights have been making me more tired than ever.. but nevertheless, i'm meeting him tmr after tuition.. we're going to S'pore Expo for the pameran pengantin.. maybe do some survey..

ok dats bout all.. to those pple i miss, my TK buds, MSS peeps and of course, my sweetheart, hope we'll meet up soon k? *hugs*

beautiful DrEaMs @ 10:07:00 pm

wow.. its been 3 days since the last updates.. to my faithful readers *ehem* sorrie for not updating.. been kinda bz lately..

to start wif, i've been doing a few databases on course participants lately.. and today, i officially finished wif both of them.. phew~ type sampai mata nak naik kero sey!! and after werk, its the normal tuitioning.. and this wk, its 4 days in a row! woah.. hectic..

tumpang my manager just now cos i tutored his son.. and i nearly fell asleep in the car.. hahaha.. same goes for kak mas.. think we r all overworked..

and rite now, i'm kinda bothered wif a problem.. and not many noes bout it.. :( i wish i could tell someone and lift the prob off my shoulders but i cant.. guess i'll haf to wait for the outcome.. and i hope it wont turn out bad..

btw, MSS peeps! Picnic has been changed to East Coast Beach. Meet-up at MacDonalds. Date will still be on Sunday, 31st July. Any enquiries, pls tag me or Aisah..

and yeah, anyone need a website? if ur interested, can approach me, Shubs or Haslina.. and we'll be glad to help!!

and i guess i'll end it here cos i dunno what else to say.. heehee.. g'nite!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 9:48:00 pm

i decided to write this post separately..

This entry is dedicated to my friend, Siti Maisyarah Bte Rahmad, ex-TKSS Girl-Guides, ex-NPMSS student, who just lost her mum at 5.05am today..

Semoga Allah S.W.T mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya dan semoga Allahyarhamah tergolong di dalam golongan orang-orang yang mukminin. Ameen

beautiful DrEaMs @ 2:43:00 pm

yesterday was simply undescribable! after werk, went to sweetheart's place and ward 3, we left to go to JB.. luck was on our side cos we managed to get into johore in half an hour..

headed str8 to Xtra Supercentre (which i assume is a combination of Supermarket and Shopping Centre.. hahaha) well anyway, sweetheart wanted to do sum stuff to his car so we walked ard fer a while.. i bought new sandals! yey! cos the soles of my old one was already worn off.. and then we went off to eat.. imagine a meal of nasi ayam and iced milo costing only $2.70 here? i mean where can u find that in Singapore??

after sweetheart's car's ready, we drove off in search of the new Xtra Supercentre, in Skudai.. but we kinda got lost and ended up in Danga Bay.. for those who havent gone there, well u shud.. its really a romantic place to hang out.. tak sia-sia kiter sesat eh dear? hehhe.. there's a food centre by the sea and the seats are so kewl.. its in a shape of an attap hut and the benches and tables are made of rattan tied together.. hehehe.. too bad me and dearie din bring our cameras or we'd be snapping away!

after there, we went to Giant Angsana to shop for stuff.. i bought some drinks and also a new black and white striped skirt.. there's just too many things that u dunno what to buy.. hahaha..

then, on the way back, stopped by Gelang Patah rest stop.. and a frightening incident happened there.. we stopped for Isya' prayers and i was the only one left in the prayer room.. while praying, i heard thuds on the window and suddenly, my mind went wild, imagining stuff.. yeah even if it werent supernatural things, who noes what would happen rite? i just dun trust security in malaysia.. anyone can get raped/murdered/robbed (and the list goes on) anywhere at anytime..

anyway, we had our supper there.. and after tt, headed to Tuas second link.. by the time i reached home, it was already 12.20am.. phew.. damn tired after the trip.. but even so, i still miss him.. hahaha.. even a second apart would be hell! hehehe.. okok fine, i'm exaggerating.. *grins*

well, i accompanied sweetheart back cos its already so late + he's already tired and sleepy.. kesian dia.. *winks*

anyway, i was supposed to be helping out at a stall today.. for Henderson CC's Racial Harmony Day bazaar.. hahaha.. but noeing me, i overslept cos i'm too tired.. but its for a good cause.. i learnt ayam masak rendang today!!! yummy.. haha.. ok my tummy's growling now.. gonna get something to eat.. ciaoz!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 2:10:00 pm

yey! its finally Friday!

and tmr's Saturday! (okay lame sentence, i noe) so, what's so special bout tmr?? hehe.. well tmr, i'll be going JB wif switheart! yey!

and the best part is my dad's giving me RM200.. haha! but of course lah, i wont spend it all.. hehe.. thanx ayah! *grins*

beautiful DrEaMs @ 4:17:00 pm

yey!! i made anudder achievement today.. after sooooo long trying to put in songs on my blog, i achieved it! hahahaha..

u guys must think i got so much time racking my brains rite? in fact, ur right.. i'm bored.. my manager's out of office for 2 days.. hehehe.. on course.. and i spent most of the time uploading stuff to my blog.. hehehe..

k i'm off to add more songs! hope u peeps enjoy the song!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 2:25:00 pm

hie guys!! back again!!! weeee!! i'm so excited!! y?? cos i changed blogskin again!!! yey! and i'm so proud of it cos it's my own creation! yeap, i made it all from scratch.. thanx to photoshop!! i luv it!

ok pardon me for being so childish.. hahaha.. well, it's a lil plain lah compared to those u find on www.blogskins.com but still, i think this is the best (cos i made it myself!)

ok i'm crapping.. must be the LNM syndrome (late-night-madness).. hehehe.. okie u all take care!!! gnite and tata!

opps.. before i leave, just an update.. MSS PICNIC coming up! | Tentative date: 31st July 2005 | Concept: Potluck | Place: Pasir Ris | Time: TBC.. so those going, tell me or aisah k?? hope to cya there!!!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 12:08:00 am

kusangka panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari..

*sigh* dunno wat to say oso lah.. kinda down today..

tot i'd just share my views of women wif men..

Mars Vs Venus

Guys, try to answer this question:

1) If ur wife/gurlfren is crying her hearts out to you, would you say:

a) "Please dont cry anymore"
b) "Shhh.. i'll be okay"
c) "It's okay to cry.. u'll feel better"

Answer: Believe it or not, girls will feel better after they stop crying by themselves.. let them cry all they want.. (gurls, if ur not agreeable to my opinions, ur welcomed to tag me.. afterall, i'm just sharing my views) and guys, pls dont opt for options (a) or (b).. reason being for (a) is dat if u tell her to stop crying, she'll either think u dun care or ur not willing to listen.. and for (b), to me it seems like ur giving her hope that things will turn out fine and if it doesnt, she'll just plunge down into deeper depression.. option (c) is the best cos when u say words of comfort, she ~~noes~~ feels u care and just listen to whatever she has to say cos when she has a problem, its more like she needs a listening ear, not someone to solve all the problems..

k enuff of trying to be witty for now.. think dats all i haf fer now.. u guys take care..

beautiful DrEaMs @ 9:40:00 am

anudder day has gone by.. and anudder achievement has been made..

again, i walked home from bedok interchange and this time, i decided not to pamper myself too much..

the past few times, i would drop by the neighbourhood 7-11 to get some softee (guilty, yes i noe) or a drink but today, no no.. i didnt succumb to the temptation! weeewiiiitttt.. haha.. mcmlah besar mana sey..

aniwae, dats bout all i haf to say.. dont get bored yeah? *grins*

niteyz!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:14:00 pm

i'm in reading mode now.. just completed 2 books that i borrowed from the Rent & Read Book Store at bedok interchange.. quite cheap lar.. $4+ for 2 books for 2 weeks! not a bad price ryte? the titles i borrowed are "Murder List" by Julie Garwood and "Remember When" by Judith McNaught..

u guys wondering how the hell i can actually read books?? well, all i can say is i do that to kill time (as if!) and also a way to handle stress.. when i was smaller and used to cry often, i'd alwiz curl up in bed and read some story books even if i've read it b4.. and i stopped crying.. i guess my focus is directed to the story that i forgot the matter totally.. hehehe.. same goes for now.. whenever i haf some problems or i'm stressed up, i'll read..

and recently, my mum bought Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!!! arghhh!!! i've like been waiting for the book to be issued! and.. to my astonishment, my lil bro, who hates reading, actually finished the 600-odd pages book in less than a week! in fact, he only took about 3-4 days to complete the book.. my my.. and me and my big bro actually bickered who shud read next.. i argued that i already told my lil bro i'm next but he claimed that he's halfway thru the book so.. u noe the rest of the story.. *rolls eyes*

and today i'm returning the 2 books back.. still contemplating if i shud borrow somemore books.. nvm.. still got like 5 more hours to decide.. hahaha..

so, i gtg now.. u guys take care yeah?! *bish*

beautiful DrEaMs @ 1:55:00 pm

today's kinda interesting.. well, besides the fact tt my parents are having those kinds of normal family squabbles, everything seems great..

sayang drove today.. fetched me n mum ard 3.50 and went off to send my mum to werk.. then, we headed to east coast for our jog (which hopefully, i'm gonna make a weekly event.. haha)

and lucky for us, the weather was kinda redup today.. wore my bengkung and a long tee and to make it more 'heaty' inside, i wore a jacket too.. haha.. i think i look like a twit cos everyone seems to be wearing shorts and baby tees but wth rite? diff pple diff intentions..

so jogged for 45 mins or so and did some sit-ups as well.. but i dun think i'm doing it rite cos i dun seem to ache anymore.. hehehe.. well, we'll just see.. after the jog, wanted to wash up at EC but there were lotsa pple at the toilet so plan was cancelled.. decided later to just wash up at my house..

on the way back, we bought some food for my bro and ourselves cos my mum din really cook today.. ouh, and sayang bought a few VCDs too.. so, once we reached my house, we switched on 'The Vampire' while waiting for our bodies to cool down.. and guess wat? i was so worn out the i fell asleep on the couch.. hahaha.. kesian sayang.. he had to do everything by himself.. but nvm kan? better get used to the house cos maybe one day, u'll be staying here as well rite? *winks*

so after we washed up, had our meal wif my bro.. and man, he actually finished his mee goreng in a couple of minutes! amazing.. *grins* while me and sayang took our own sweet time to eat ours..

and i'm already missing him so bad.. *sigh* :( getting engaged really gets u very emotionally attached 2 ur partner.. well, its not a bad thing lar.. hehehe.. and i guess i shudn't complain cos i do get to see him at least once or twice a week and we chat almost everyday.. hehe.. love u lots sayang!

and to everyone who made my life worthwhile.. i love u all..

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:03:00 pm

whewww... just got back from werk.. from tuition? nope! cancelled tuition wif fitri cos tot faiz wants tuition today but in the end, faiz cudn't make it! haha.. so headed off to geylang to buy myself a 'bengkung'.. haha.. yah yah.. laugh all u want.. anyway, i'd rather go back to traditional way to lose weight rather than spend hundreds of dollars on slimming products.. (eerrrmm.. if u'd ask me a few mths back, i'd had chosen the latter.. heehee *cheeky grin*)

aniwae, to add on to that, guess wat i did? it may be a stupid and dangerous thing to do but still, its worth it..

i walked home from geylang. yes. geylang to bedok reservoir.

oklarrr.. some of u might think wats the big deal but it makes a HUGE difference to me cos knowing wat i werk as, i seldom haf the chance nor the time to exercise.. so by doing this, hopefully u'll see a slimmer me in the next few months! haha..

ok, in the mean time, take care, stay cool and good nite!!

beautiful DrEaMs @ 10:09:00 pm

back at werk today.. *sigh* 1 day leave is still not enuff.. haha..

neway, yesterday was quite a bz day despite me taking leave from werk.. learned a new dish yesterday.. sayur kobis masak lemak.. (okay u can laugh at me if u want.. hehe) then was preparing to go to my aunts place to return the buffet set i borrowed when i received a call from the office.. me, kak mas n kak lisa were required to go to MUIS for some matters..

damn.. nearly ruined my day.. and i was still pretty mad at them bout the incident 2 days back.. they went out together from 11.30 am to 3.00 pm.. come on lar.. colleague mana sey yg boleh sabar.. and the best thing is when they return no apology, nutting.. instead they said "raudah, kak lisa ada beli kain.. lawa.. nak tgk?" mak aiiii.. menyirap darah..

ok back to the story.. so i went to MUIS at 4.30pm for the scheduled interview.. but i only managed to get in at 5.50pm.. even then, i asked to swap wif kak lisa cos my mum was wif me and she's already furious we had to wait soooo long..

after that, went to IKEA wif my mum.. walked ard a lil and bought a few stuff.. as for me, i bought my i-should-have-bought-it-yonks-years-before laundry bag.. at least my room looks a bit neater now.. hehehe..

and yeah, i bought a new pillow and bolster!! yippee!! so now, instead of the miserable 1 pillow, i have 3 things to sleep wif!! hahaha.. and my air-conditioner is working well again thnx to my dad who 'repaired' it..

and i had to cancel tuiton wif fitri to teach faiz tonite.. and tmr will be fitri's.. so worn off man.. i dunno where the hell all my stamina went to... hahaha..

anyway, however tired i am, i'll always look forward to something at the end of the day - my bed... zzzzzZZZZZZ..

beautiful DrEaMs @ 9:29:00 am

haluuuu! back again.. went to pak yahya's sis-in-law's wedding yesterday.. sweetheart fetched me and my bro ard 4 at ubi and then off to eunos.. it also happened tt the groom is sweetheart's fren from his workplace.. hehe.. wat a small world..

met a few of his frens there.. sorrie dear if i seem a bit hostile.. hehehe.. btw, the men & ladies were segregated so i ate wif kak mas and surinah.. surinah was nice and took ice-cream for us and all but still, for a few reasons, i still cant like her.. *evil grin*

ok watever.. niwae, after the wedding, combed Mustafa Ctr for my bro's light circuit.. and couldnt find it tho.. and its for his O Level project i assume.. sheesh.. he had like 2 wks to find it and yet he chose to find it only yesterday.. tsk3..

later, sweetheart sent me home and stayed at my house till ard 9, watching Back to the Future 2.. criter old skewl tu.. haha.. but still, tho i watched it a few times b4, i still cant remember the story.. *grinz*

and *groan* i'm having diarrhoea.. i dunno what i ate to make my stomach upset.. it might be the briyani cos kak alisa's having prob too.. hehe..

aniwae, to my buddies, meet up soon k?! i'm dying to let my hair down! is it still dvd marathon?? and has, how's the phuket project? hehehe.. confirm date k? akoo nak amik leave siang2! yes, i have so much to look forward to! can't wait! *grinz*

beautiful DrEaMs @ 9:54:00 am

well, how can i resist? hehehe.. going 3 yrs and still as strong as ever.. to those of u out there, dont puke k? hahaha.. its just a declaration of my love to him in writing.. hehehe.. for a change huh?

*winks*

luv u sweetheart.. for eternity.. *hugs*

beautiful DrEaMs @ 12:00:00 am

The ULTIMATE couple.. hehehhe...

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:55:00 pm

US being candid

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:48:00 pm

US wif nuttin betta to do

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:47:00 pm

US playing wif camera

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:47:00 pm

US during MSS AGM

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:46:00 pm

wooookaysss... here's pics for the previous AGM meet.. sorrie guys took very little pics.. for more pics, pls visit esah's blog.. *winks*

stay tuned.. up next, we have Pics from Werk..

haha..

beautiful DrEaMs @ 11:42:00 pm

YESSAAAAHHHH... the Ultimate 02/03 EXCOs.. still united as ever!